--One Hundred Dislikes--

1. Bad storms
2. Answering the door
3. Answering my phone if I dont know the number
4. Clowns
5. Infomercials
6. LIARS!
7. People who try to be something theyre not
8. When people copy me
9. People who label themselves
10. Wearing a low-cut shirt in cold wind!
11. People who do drugs
12. When people repeat themselves
13. Duplicate texts
14. When people buttdial me
15. People who judge others to make themselves feel better
16. Sluts.
17. Cheaters
18. Odd numbers-except 7.
19. Worrying about money
20. Thinking about the future
21. When people cry in front of me
22. Showing emotions
23. Followers
24. Waking up early
25. "Low Battery"
26. People who let their roots grow out really long after dying their hair
27. People who dont brush their teeth
28. The sound of someone eating a banana
29. Snorers!
30. Brad Paisley
31. Darius Rucker
32. How sensitive my skin is!
33. Drunk texting
34. Apologizing
35. People who constantly complain
36. Sleeping bags
37. Shoes/Socks
38. Getting proved wrong
39. Spiders!!!!!
40. Bad dreams
41. Nosy people
42. Working
43. Heights
44. Sleeping without my nini-almost impossible
45. Fake jewelry that turns my skin green
46. Attention whores
47. Doing laundry
48. Blowdrying my hair
49. Lipgloss/chapstick
50. Beds without sheets
51. Windows without curtains
52. Annoying bumper stickers ex:if your gonna ride my ass, atleast pull my hair.... trashy.
53. The Packers. Biggest joke known to man.
54. Interstates
55. When Minnesotans like the Packers. Come on, represent.
56. How big a deal people are making the Fighting Souix name to be. get overrrr it.
57. When I forget to put my earrings in
58. Losing stuff
59. How I cant stop thinking about himmm!
60. How he dont think about me at allllll
61. Long fingernails
62. Long toenails
63. The fact that I messed up my scholarship
64. How stubborn I can be
65. Pluckin my brows
66. People who think it's funny to be rude to others
67. When I say hi to someone and they dont say hi back
68. How forgetful I can be
69. Ultimatums
70. When people invite themselves
71. How much my hair falls out
72. Doors without locks
73. 2 in 1 shampoo and conditioner
74. Ex boyfriends.
75. Fake uggs
76. City life
77. Being so far from my mom!
78. Alarm clocks
79. When things break
80. Running out of something
81. The need to buy gas
82. Hospitals/Dentists
83. Mosquito bites-Especially on the toes!!
84. When socks slide off in my shoes
85. The color yellow
86. Being sick
87. Having no time for anything
88. Headbands
89. Stains
90. Car troubles
91. Having to sit here and think about things I dont like
92. Wondering what if
93. Not knowing what to do
94. Akward moments
95. Seeing someone I reaaaalllly dont feel like talking to
96. Fishing all day and not getting anything. Not even a dam bite.
97. Driving back to forks from Warroad
98. Poison Ivy
99. When people say my name wrong
100. Talking in front of the class.

--One Hundred Likes--

-My family :)
-Friends
-Animals
-Texting
-Driving Around
-Roosevelt!!
-My Gramma
-Summer sausage buns
-FISHING!
-Hilly Roads
-Roadtrips!
-Gravel roads
-My car
-Getting the last word
-Peace Signs
-Getting revenge
-Cruisin whips
-Holding hands :)
-Liquid eyeliner
-Hair straightener
-Fields
-The woods
-Driving through beltrami at night
-The sound it makes when you walk on fresh snow
-The smell of fall
-My grandpas farm
-Bundling up on a cold night
-Blacklights
-My bed
-Journals
-My Ipod
-Rain
-Blackhawk
-THE VIKES!!!!
-Waylon Jennings
-Merle Haggard
-George Jones
-Foosball
-Pool
-Small town bars
-Bad Girls Club
-American Pickers
-Getting my hair done
-Muck boots
-Browning
-Queen-Bohemian Rhapsody
-Diamond earrings
-Rock Revival jeans
-Violins
-Banjos
-Mandarine oranges!
-Corn on the cob
-Cows
-Pigs
-Climbing on hay bails
-Walking through ponds barefoot
-Being barefoot :)
-Climbing trees
-Looking for fossils
-Doing anything with my cousin/best friend Cassandra
-Cold beer :)
-Facebook
-Hearing new songs with good lyrics
-Singing at the top of my lungs
-Making collages
-Sewing
-Inside jokes
-Cabelas
-Gander Mtn
-Driving on the frozen lake
-Arguing
-Looking through my grammas old stuff
-"Northern Lights"-The Williams newspaper
-Too Talls in Williams
-Rogers/Percy's Place in Roosie
-Juice pouches
-Driving over bridges
-Chaos
-My nini (baby blanket)
-My coach shoes
-Sunglasses
-Cleaning my car
-Ice castles
-The smell of my grandpas shop
-The smell of freshly cut trees/sawdust
-Turqoise jewelry
-My perfume
-Crest 3D white toothpaste
-Puppies!
-Bruises
-Picking out slivers
-Biolage shampoo and conditioner
-Rearranging rooms
-Mascara
-Family get togethers/holidays
-Four wheelin
-Crunchy leaves in the fall
-Norwegian things
-New York!

........My choice..........

So after this whole "Wade" thing, I kind of went on a drinking binge. It was my little twisted way of thinking I was doing fine without him, and hanging out with his best friend so he would get jealous, cause all he ever does is sit at home with his family. Also my best friend recently turned 21, so that makes my situation a lot easier for me to just get drunk whenever i wanted to. I realize that I was drinking like every single day for like 2 weeks, and that was just not good. Then I stopped drinking every day, and I noticed that its so much harder for me to wake up in the morning after a good, sober nights sleep! When I was getting drunk everyday, I made it to EVERY single class! And I woke up feeling super awake and ready for the day. Now every morning it is a serious struggle to get myself to get up and go to school. Its super ironic. i think? Not sure if thats the right way to use the word ironic, but it works in my head. I just dont get how i can seriously function better every day if i drink. Dummb. Also, Im super excited I finally decided 100% I am going to be going to UMC next fall!!!! I loooove the campus and I decided my major and I feel super productive because I figured alot of stuff out today. Alsoooo I keep saying the word super and I dont know why. I feel ditzy right now. Oooohhh well I am sooo happy that I figured that out, and I am going to be moving to fisher with my cousin (hopefully)!!!! I found these superrrr cute town homes that are really cheap there! And fisher is smack dab in the middle of EGF and Crookston, because I still plan on working in EGF, atleast for now. Ok wellllllll I should probably go to bed because I know Ill be really tired in the morning!!!

Favorite Memory :)

Well I tried to think about what my favorite memory would be, but I have way too many, so I'm just going to write about one.
My best friend of 13 years, Tia, has an island/fishing resort that her parents own. Its in Ontario, Canada, off of the northwest angle. We used to go up there so much when we were younger. Even though its on an island, there was so much we used to do for fun.. One of my faaaavorite things in the world to do is canoe. So we would take the canoe around the bay where there are about 5 surrounding abandoned islands. One time we decided to pack a little picnic and bring the dog with too. We were about 14 years old, and so we decided to take a couple beers from the alcohol fridge of her dads. This was both of our first tastes of beer ever. We were so disgusted from the first sip that we dumped it all out into the lake. After that we stopped and had a picnic on one of the empty islands. I was so afraid of bears, because they are known to go out there, so i was nervous the whole time. We seen a storm was rolling in, so we decided to leave. It started totally downpouring on us the trip back, and we were rowing with all our might, and it was so hard. We got back and were completely drenched. I love going up to her island and now i need to get a stupid passport just to go to canada, even though i live 6 miles from the border. just dumb.

Suade

Ok so this is my choice blog. I am behind by like, 3 so I have some catching up to do. Right now I am just going to write about what is on my mind, which happens to be a stupid stupid boy named Wade, or Suade, as we call him. I met wade at work. I work at a gas station where all the local farmers have charge accounts for their farms. Wade is a farmer, and charges his fuel there. This is how we met two years ago. We started off great! I remember when he first held my hand and i was sooooo excited. It was all so innocent and I just loved it. Lately I started to feel like he didnt respect me, so one night I got drunk and sent him a 5-page long text bitching him out kind of. It was sort of mean, but totally truthful. This was almost three weeks ago and he hasnt said a word to me since. I cant stop thinking about him! Seriously I dont understand why he got so mad, and why he is now ignoring me. He is almost 25, but sometimes he acts like hes more like 40, but right now hes acting like 15. I have talked to my mom about this, because I dont know what to do, because Im not used to guys like him. He is more reserved and just plain different from any guys im used to. She told me that if I think he is worth fighting for then to fight for him, but I dont know how much harder I can fight for him! He is just one guy and I have pride. Im also too damn stubborn to apologize! Ahhhhhhhhhh. ok that was me venting. On to the next blog.

.Let Go And Let God.

So for my quote, it's obviously "Let go and Let God"

This has always been one of my favorite quotes ever since my mom told me it at some point in my life when I was going through a rough patch. Everytime something bad happens and I dont know what to do I try to tell myself just to let go and let god. I know he has a plan for my life, and everyone elses, and even though we all try to control things in our life to go the way we want, Sometimes we just need to let god do what he needs to do to make our lives just the way they are meant to be.